Thursday, February 28, 2008
Days of Nightmare
Sorethroat
Nose block
Phlegm Detected
Body Temp Flactuates
ITP at Horrid timing
Took 4 Medical Leaves
Supervisor gave B
LO called
Heart's pumping lyk machine gun on the floor
Results Out
Remains Stagnant
His Spoilt alarm again
Feed me with endless painkiller
Dance on friday
Performance coming up?
Move the body pls
Saturday, February 23, 2008
MyVin is back from his trip with his friends!
This is the first time that we've been apart for the longest!
7 full days!
And its OVER!
OVER!
Yippy ai yea!
He bought me a Calvin Klein T-shirt!
A simple black collar tee with some little sparkles
Poor darling
He hasnt got much money
One present is way beyond satisfaction
We camwhored as usual
Every snapshot of us represents something
I was so eagar to meet him till I forgotten to make his honey drink
Slaps
My eyeballs are dropping out
Bloody left contact stuck on to my eye like a vacuum
Aniways, thanks zac for the adidas jacket tt U've bought too!
And yea for those who tag on the board too!
Myvin is soooo tired that he slept on my bed w/o knowing.
= )
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Readers!
I'm back after 25 views!
Where are the tags?
I need to know who visits my blog
Gonna have a heart attack!
I wanna watch The leap years!
Faster come back myvin!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I need all my readers to confess who they are!
Hahas, why are all of you reading my blog w/0 tagging!
Especially on my grandad's death
No condolences
Nothing?!
Just reading to know wads abigail up to everytime?
Cheez
Mygail and myvin is super sad kays!
So, please tag!!
I will be back to check!
Aniway, my grandad's ash will be situated at MAndai Columbarium , Tower D-06 [ Daffodil ] . Unit - 0215. Christian Niche
My grANDAD is published on my papers today
It reads : Popular Doctor Dies , Dr Lim Chan Yong was a fatherly figure.
I miss my grandad and myvin
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I'm here to write an entry for my beloved grandad
He passed away at 7.30pm , 15th feb 08
I was with him when he breathe his last
He was admitted to ICU 3 days back , Ward 6A bed 12
Condition worsened this morning as he was gasping for air to breathe through the oxygen mask
Pulse rate hit as high as 150
So, I was called up to rush down to TTSH halfway through my attachment
Praying to the lord along the way
He struggled till 7.30pm before he decides to take his leave
Familes and friends were all there to give him support and reassured him that everything will be taken care off.
It really pains my heart when you see his pulse rate plunge down to a dangerous level of 20 plus
I held on to his hands and stroke his cold face
Grandad, Dont worry, You will be leaving to a place wher there will be no suffering and torture happiness which will be awaitin you
For you did countless things that few people can achieve
The genuine love u gave to the families
The genuine love and concern for all of your patients
The blessings in court that you gave to newly wed couples
The numerous achievements you made in life has gained respect from every single one of LIm's family members
You will forever be alive in my heart
I will keep my promise that I made to you
A very special grandad you are to me
Thanks for all the guidiance that you have always shown me
Your grand-daughter here will hold you tight till forever...
Much loves .
May you watch over us in your new beautiful world..
Lim Shu Yi Abigail
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TRIBUTE TO MYGAIL'S GRANDFATHER (YEYE) WHO PASSED AWAY PEACEFULLY ON 15/02/08
First of all, wanna Thank mygail for giving me this space in her blog for me to express my condolence.
A few sentence to describe a great man, a great yeye, a great father to his family members, he is someone i am sure... WILL BE REMEMBERED.
Knowing him for just a short 3 days (unfortunately), i knew from the 1st day that he has a passionate and noble heart.
Walking in as a stranger, he made me felt like one of his children and immediately i felt warmth and loved. With tubes and wires around his body i knew he is in a very uncomfortable position yet he continuosly thank me for coming to visit him despite the pain. Touching his warm hands, i was touched... He was tired... we all knew it...
When he grasp for his last breath, everyone was in silence. Lost for words... sobbing quietly... we all knew someone important and precious is gone.
I wish for yeye to be in peace... that he left the world to somewhere more beautiful without any regrets. I wish that all his family members to pull through this difficult period together and that their health is taken care of.
I will remember you YeYe! May you rest in peace...
With Love
Marvin
Friday, February 15, 2008
I'm back from my V'day out with vin
He met me up when I knock off from work
Its been our routine to head down ward 6A each time at 5pm since yday
Yea, although its v'day for us
We did the same
Cos I love my grandad
I know he loves him too
After that off we spent some private time together at Marina Square
Talking about gifts
Why do guys only give flowers to their gfs on Valentine's Day?
I know singaporeans loves to abide by the "law"
But, its just so dull
When girls/ladies beside you are all holding roses too
It doesnt make you and ( the flowers ) feel special
you wanna have it cos you don't wanna look stupid w/o it on V'day
Sidetrack abit
I got myvin 2 topman shirt , 1 V-neck shirt and a white strip 3-quarter pants for V'day!
CRedit off my card - $120 ++
Myvin gave me a "shock" rather than a surprise for my V'day present
Cos I'm always complaining to him that he resembles like a wooden plank
How numb is he gonna get
Lols
So, he got me a sweater from WAREHOUSE!
WHICH COST A FREAKING $129, THAT IS DUPER ULTIMATLY UGLY!
NOT MY STYLE OF DRESSING!
MY JAW DROPPED TO THE GROUND
I FEEL SHITTY
How Unworthy of myvin's money for over a hundred buck cardigan which will really kill me if I'm gonna wear that out
So, we decided to get the item changed ASAP!
I REALLY TRIED MY VERY BEST TO ACCEPT AND FIND AT LEAST ONE COMPATIBLE TOP FROM WAREHOUSE
BUT , APPARENTLY THEY LOOKED SUPER AUNTISH AT EVERY ANGLE TO ME!
Luckily, the thought of having accesories instead of their apparrel struck me like a bolt of lightning
So, there I went to get myself 2 NECKLACES,1 BANGLE AND A EARRING FOR
$144.00!
They are the most expensive accesories that I have so far in my collection!
Oh gosh.
Dont mention about the HARD time that we had though
Myvin got me a MANGO tee and a glossy lady wallet from Charles and Keith too!
So in the end he spent more on my V'day gift
Lets do some maths
$190.00++ - $120.00++ = $70.00 MORE!
Aniway, smoochy to myvin!
Thursday, February 14, 2008
I'm using Ottens com to blog
Yea, I'm sitted at my desk cos its lunch time
Not gonna eat
Apparently, I feel bloated these few days
wITH just one tuna bread for breakfast every morning
Can last me for 9 Hours
Side note : Its Valentine Day
Personally, I feel that its just a plain february 14TH EVERY YEAR, cos I believe everyday is a valentine day when couples get along well and end the day with a smile together.
Nevertheless, all the couples please enjoy urself today !
Today's entry is going to be significant
I know its part and parcel of life
Where people are born to this world
They grow up
Aged
And die
( Leave the miserable world )
Sounds Nicer
But, No matter How I understand the phrase
I found that I could not face the reality
I want to ran away from it
I told myself I MUST not break down at this point of time
The pain was all said when I really could not hold back the bucket of tears that rolled down
Had to dig out all the courage before my fingers really hit the keyboard for the letters
Take away all the pain from my beloved
For which, he is such a noble man
He saved many lifes
Diagnose so many ill patients
Helped the needies
President of SAGE organisation
Gained respect from all the people around him
A man who gave out his everything
And I mean everything
He often asked me to hold knowledge tight in my arms
For books surrounds him every minute of his life
Which explains the reason why he could be such a prestige doctor
I respect and love you very much
My Grandad
I will certainly do you proud someway or another
You must hold on to me
For not, I will hold on to you
Stay with me
Don't give up yet , grandad.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
My last min of Spring cleaning
Before setting off to have my reuion dinner
Chu Yi
Papa drove my Fav champagne gold colour car everywhere we go today
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
It's Chinese New year again peeps!
I hereby wish everyone a happy,lucky,healthy,wealthy new year!
May 2008 be a fresh new beginning for everyone!
Myvin and I went to racky my attachment placement in Science Park 2 before I commence my work next monday
Having just recovered from my food posoning, I had to bear with the freaking 2 hours plus wait for my Shuttle Bus due to the the mistakes made, unclear instructions and anything that u can think off
A super bad experience
Both of our tension ran high
Way high up that you can never imagine what's our conversation like
Nevermind about that, but I had fun in the waters while he became my photographer for the day
He took pretty nice angles
Our bus ride!
Yeah, we went shopping I got myself a champagne gold tote bag
Its small and compact
I'm so in love with the colour now
NARAYA sells nice femaine bags!
We had dinner at dian xiao er
Herbal chicken and fish slices
Myvin likes it!
Was supposed to get him his CNY clothings but he doesnt allow me to do so
Therefore i am planning to get it when I'm out with my girls!
Reuion dinner here i come!
Maybe we will head for chinatown after he finishes his dinner and i finish mine
?
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
I'm back from Class chalet
Though it was merely a one night stay over thingy
It did help to bond the class someway or another
Ordered our food from the bbq wholeseller
Poor guys had to start the fire in the rain, while the girls helped out with the preparation of food in the kitchen
After which we went all excited about Final Destination two and crowd around in front of the goggle box
Elaine came up with a new game where we have to be forfitted to drink alcohol and soft drinks depending on the card that we took
we managed to get these down in our stomach!
The game ended around 4 am in the morning
And off we continued with Captain's Ball till 6am, before heading to the beds
I slept for an hour , woke up at 7am by the sharp piercing that was acting on my stomach
Rushed to the loo, and before I could continue waiting for the check out time
I knew I needed to hail a taxi
Food Posioning
I had to miss out my afternoon Speech for Huayi Secondary
Sorry Miss Toh
Slept and woke up dowsy
Had a fever
Before myvin came and visit me after his NUS talk with Soya bean curd and Soya bean milk
Yep, they are my current loves
Myvin made a laptop stand fer me just now!
All hand-decorated and done up by him
But, iTs kinda filmsy
He wants me to praise him
So I should make him happy by posting his masterpiece up for grabs!
Saturday, February 02, 2008
A glommy day to start with
Weather was cold
Feet drenched from the rain
Heart felt as heavy as a rock
But, it all ended with a Goody warming dinner with myvin in Chomp Chomp for stingray and sotong!
I can still detect the presence of large amount Monosodium Glutamade lingering on the base of my tongue .
I need serious dose of water
Nice pictures to end a perfect day together!
He complains that I've cuticles
Cheez!
Oh yea a side note
I will be away for class chalet tommorrow!
Friday, February 01, 2008
I'm utterly sad
Seriously hurt by your actions
Where have all the genuine purest love gone to
The one who I know will be there 24/7 for me to always lean on
The pillar of support
The key of motivation
The emotional blanket
The warm and tight embracement
I'm shivering all alone
Up my spine
Its scary to know that things taken for granted all along disappears in front of you without any trace
Numb Is the word
Just let me know where you are...
Apart from that
Exams are over
Why Am I feeling down and restless at this point of time
Words filled my heart
Somehow or another , I realised I'm backspacing all the time
It feels bad when you need to puke everything out and yet got to swallow it back again
I may need a counsellor
Feels like a vulnerable fish sliced up into pieces
